Nor for the pestilence

I knew I was in trouble when I was in the pharmacy and I heard "Dr. Feelgood" on the speakers. For real.

I am not going to make any private disclosures on this blog about the people/events that triggered the panic attacks, etc. I'm not out for revenge (at least on here). Besides, I've had anxiety since I was born. I just want to talk about the long road from there to here through the Valley of Darkness, which has recently been beset by roadside bombs, a little glimpse of light, and the promise of potential setbacks.

I also want to say that my co-workers, many of whom have been through much worse (or are currently going through much worse), have been a huge source of support. Thank God.

P.S. Feel free to share this blog with others by word of mouth, email, Twitter. I don't care.

P.P.S. Trying to find your way through this stuff is kind of like trying to track down someone of Chinese descent, knowing only their name. It's gonna take some time.